Tributo a Maycol Jaktzon (this is how i used to write Michael Jackson)...

When i was a child I danced so hard and so much Michael Jackson's beats at any living room
(jumping like a silly cricket trembling these skinny legs of mine and yelling "jost bitit" or "am bat",
and i confess that my mom did learned the dance steps from Thriller, for reals) .

There is no doubt that Michael Jackson came into this world with so much magic
and magnetic attraction in his body, just like the honey attracts bees;
there was no human being (almost) that couldn't resist his Aouuuuh!...
yet it looks like he had a tangible battle against his body-car.
So hard to overcome the dark forces of fame, wealth and having the ALL and the everything
so easy easy to get and get... so so SO difficult it is to do not fall into confusion and evil views.

I love you Michael and just now
i will dance you in my living room,
may all light guide you in your Moon walking.

Aouuuh!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uG5NhkxQJQc&feature=channel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uqxo1SKB0z8&feature=channel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AtyJbIOZjS8&feature=channel

:)

natta

" Ations "

If we meet and say, "Hi"
That's salutation.
If you ask me how i feel,
That's consideration.
If we stop and talk awhile,
That's conversation.
If we understand each other ,
That's communication.
If we argue, scream and fight,
That's an altercation.
If later we apologize,
That's reconciliation.
If we help each other home,
That's cooperation.
And all these ations added up
Make civilization.

(And if i say this is a wonderful poem,
Is that exaggeration?)

................. Shel Silverstein

junio, el universo y mas ayyyyyyaaaaaa

Hoy me levanto de mi camita bunkbed first floor muy very cansada, sigo la rutina and take my breakfast, con este this kind of invisible sutil feeling "rush-rush" even if I have plenty time to do mis cosas-stuffs.
Hoy me levanto de mi camita decided to take my dance class and this and that and more ti ki ta, but after going to bed at 1am and waking up at 6am every day, uuuuh and uy! today i just uuuuuuuuuuuuuh decide to stop the pattern of "this,that and ti ki ta".

So many beautiful wonderful little and big suprises, everything is manifesting just as i dream, and little travels i did have.
My painting studio is wonderful and already all prepare with colors, silence, anda beautiful garden with a lemon tree, a peach tree, a fig tree and a collection of flowers and birds... in this beautiful berzekely :)...
...i already started painting una petite doll with flowers and mariposas...

More than once i found my self freezing a thought, a continously thought: "I should write this in my blog... I should write this in my blog... ", and then i forgot to "write this in my blog"

The most important thing is that i have achieve personal inner goals and stop having fears and so -many voices in mi cabeza talking things that i don't like, and this is powerful.
-I stop having fear every time i see a police car while driving mi super cochesito and i stop -having vertigo when i have to take the freeway.
-No more weird nightmares.
-My mom sent me again another Bible by mail and I was happy (Buddhist) to received it. : )
-I'm conquering this modern dance class.
-I stop hating burning man (that's BIG).
-I don't get loca-mad when my roommates are not organized in home (that's duper BIG!), and -I'm going out more often, i mean i have done more party and we are planning a party this Sunday for my friend Liliana, we are doing a fundraiser to buy her an airplane ticket in order she can back to Panama, so she is living whit me now, and she is an excellent guest i can say.

My friend Adriana is coming in July (she is the best---i just can't stop laughing Gosssssssh)
My friend "O" broke up with her boyfriend "B" (he cheat at her so bad) I'm helping her in order she doesn't get crazy.
More friends came to visit me and i had to make their bed, their food, their dishes, two times tree times a day... at the second day i want them to leave away. I'm sorry but this inspire me to write a little book which i will name:
"Cool little maners for cool little (big)kids" Chapter one: "Cool advices when visiting friends house"
helloouuuuuu

We danced coals yesterday nigh, we are gonna dance with coals on Saturday and Domingo, little home parties.

My friend Ana (from Mexico) wrote me in my facebook that she wanted to go to Burning man (Whattttttttt!) she ask me if I wanted to come (2 whaaaaaaaaat!) oh gosh!
if i don't hate anymore burning man so why did my skin body crisped like a puerquito?
grrrrruarrrrrrrrr!
forget it, i gently answer her.
:)
la la lalala

I listen to such a beautiful great unique discourses this week, i can say that i feel different, i hope
all of us we can have big realizations and become a better and better shinning living beans.

I will blog more often...

happy natta.
:)