Showing posts with label nightmares. Show all posts
Showing posts with label nightmares. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Good people of the world, RESIST (with mucho amor)

Para leer en Español aqui

Every time I read something about Mexico, it is only but bloody bad news,
the last news have touched me very bad, and I still having troubles dealing with nightmares in my sleep, so sad.
The son of the poet and writer Javier Sicilia was murder by the organized crime just like thousands more innocent victims.

Journalist compare Mexico with Afghanistan (I still found this VERY difficult to believe) yet, there is not much to say, in few words:
Mexico's demons are out of control.

We need to recover the balance, specially in places like Darfur, Sudan, Afghanistan, DR Congo, Somalia, Iraq, Pakistan, Zimbabwe...
and -- Mexico --.
The real problem is that the bad people, this bunch of foul deformed people, are seducing, convincing, recruiting, training and manufacturing more bad people to keep delivering ignorance, terror and bloody nightmares.
How do we recover the balance? I humbly want to say that I am a fragile human being, I'm not a wise, yet, this is my message to the good people of the world:

  • Good people of the world, it is our mission to inspire, convince, recruit, train and create more good people, we have a contest to win, ---because if we lose it---, think <hell>.
  • Good people of the world, do not wait to be cheated, hurt, kidnapped, tortured... to take action and Inspire more people to walk the path of fraternity, solidarity.
  • Good people of the world, do not wait for a tsunami, an earthquake, a cancer, a heart disease, a terrorist attack  to push yourself to the edges of  goodness, selflessness, kindness, compassion.
  • Good people of the world resist the anger, the frustration and resist, resist, resist!, do not join the behavior of the haters, resist!; do not join the behavior of the apathetic, the behavior of the oblivion.
  • Good people of the world do not wait for the governments, the politics, the protesters, the prophets, the saints... to build more schools, more hospitals, to build more bridges, more culture, more fairness. Let's do it ourselves!
  • Good people of the world join  the architects, the constructors, the engineers, the donors, the volunteers, the transformers.
  • Good people of the world find the poor, embrace the unprivileged, shelter the vulnerable, love the ugly , touch the untouchable......because.... ---  If we not take care of them----, they will end up working for the insensitives, the murders, the cruels, the sadists, the organized crime.  And this band of mad flesh, these bloody beasts are going to eat  to all of us.

This is not about Republicans or Democrats, left or right, this is not about Jewish, Muslims, Christians, Hare Krishnas...
this is about good people.
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To the villains of the world?

To the organized crime:
we are not afraid of your insect mentality,
we will fight you, catch you, touch you, transform you... and make you ---a good people---.
(you plague of killers!)
will give you a heart.

Resist Mexico.

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I think I have Good news after all
:)
These months my friends and me, we are performing at
De Young Museum,
The International Art Museum,
We are performing for YELP.com at the Craneway Pavilion
(dancing at 28 feet high!...oh my...)
at the International dance week
and more...
check here

with mucho amor.

natta



Friday, April 15, 2011

A nightmare



I went to bed thinking that it is awesome to follow a 30 days writing challenge, and the benefits of this small discipline. It is easier to follow the instructions in having to reflect certain quotes, insights, thoughts from someone else.
I found more difficult to write about my own thoughts.
Sometimes it's easier to follow, and sometimes it's beneficial.

Today i woke up at 4:00am, a nightmare, again.
It's a wonderful coincidence to read today's prompt, and reflect in "the moment" when we have left our own path and follow someone's else "camino".
Because is so early in the morning and I have to take two pills for my nightmare headache, I found amazing that I can't remember the moment where I have left my path, except for when I had to follow my mom's path as a little girl. And I won't lie and say I have never followed another path... it's just difficult to remember.

What can I say about following my own path?
Is the most horrible, amazing, scary feeling; it is full of doubts and insecurities that cause you the most creepy nightmares and insomnia. It's a lot of risk and exposure; It's a lot of study, a lot of "incertidumbre"; creativity become overwhelming and at the same time wonderful. It's a lot of loneliness. solitude.
It's a lonely path indeed. Very lonely.
It's a lot of auto-correction, and auto-criticism; it's a lot of auto-discipline... and a lot of auto-love, and practicing confidence... and a lot of nightmares.
"Para llegar a ser diferentes de lo que somos, tenemos que tener cierta conciencia de lo que somos" (Bruce Lee)
"To become different from what we are, we must have some awareness of who we are" (Bruce Lee) 

Am I famous? Have I become rich following my path? 
no.
And I don't wanna care about those things. I don't know the feeling of "absolute success" but
I feel strong, and loyal (and holly)  following my heart.
:)

(I just wish to have less nightmares...)

 no worries... with the time we get stronger


dulces sueños.

n