Hoy me levanto de mi camita bunkbed first floor muy very cansada, sigo la rutina and take my breakfast, con este this kind of invisible sutil feeling "rush-rush" even if I have plenty time to do mis cosas-stuffs.
Hoy me levanto de mi camita decided to take my dance class and this and that and more ti ki ta, but after going to bed at 1am and waking up at 6am every day, uuuuh and uy! today i just uuuuuuuuuuuuuh decide to stop the pattern of "this,that and ti ki ta".
So many beautiful wonderful little and big suprises, everything is manifesting just as i dream, and little travels i did have.
My painting studio is wonderful and already all prepare with colors, silence, anda beautiful garden with a lemon tree, a peach tree, a fig tree and a collection of flowers and birds... in this beautiful berzekely :)...
...i already started painting una petite doll with flowers and mariposas...
More than once i found my self freezing a thought, a continously thought: "I should write this in my blog... I should write this in my blog... ", and then i forgot to "write this in my blog"
The most important thing is that i have achieve personal inner goals and stop having fears and so -many voices in mi cabeza talking things that i don't like, and this is powerful.
-I stop having fear every time i see a police car while driving mi super cochesito and i stop -having vertigo when i have to take the freeway.
-No more weird nightmares.
-My mom sent me again another Bible by mail and I was happy (Buddhist) to received it. : )
-I'm conquering this modern dance class.
-I stop hating burning man (that's BIG).
-I don't get loca-mad when my roommates are not organized in home (that's duper BIG!), and -I'm going out more often, i mean i have done more party and we are planning a party this Sunday for my friend Liliana, we are doing a fundraiser to buy her an airplane ticket in order she can back to Panama, so she is living whit me now, and she is an excellent guest i can say.
My friend Adriana is coming in July (she is the best---i just can't stop laughing Gosssssssh)
My friend "O" broke up with her boyfriend "B" (he cheat at her so bad) I'm helping her in order she doesn't get crazy.
More friends came to visit me and i had to make their bed, their food, their dishes, two times tree times a day... at the second day i want them to leave away. I'm sorry but this inspire me to write a little book which i will name:
"Cool little maners for cool little (big)kids" Chapter one: "Cool advices when visiting friends house"
helloouuuuuu
We danced coals yesterday nigh, we are gonna dance with coals on Saturday and Domingo, little home parties.
My friend Ana (from Mexico) wrote me in my facebook that she wanted to go to Burning man (Whattttttttt!) she ask me if I wanted to come (2 whaaaaaaaaat!) oh gosh!
if i don't hate anymore burning man so why did my skin body crisped like a puerquito?
grrrrruarrrrrrrrr!
forget it, i gently answer her.
:)
la la lalala
I listen to such a beautiful great unique discourses this week, i can say that i feel different, i hope
all of us we can have big realizations and become a better and better shinning living beans.
I will blog more often...
happy natta.
:)
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